Say yes. Just simply say yes. How am I supposed to get rid of all the negative emotions and just let this fucking graduation party be awesome experience? I can't. I just simply can not. All I want is to cry lying facedown on the bed or playing STO without thinking about reality. It's not that I'm pre-menstrual. It is harsh stress that made me doing all these stupid things I've done. I can't just put this off. I'm weak and there's noway that I could pretend I'm a warrior today.